Well, I am still moving along.
I haven't been perfect about doing all of the rituals everyday, but I am just pushing forward and continuing. I am past feeling bad about it. I have come to understand that rarely is anything perfect. That doesn't mean I don't strive to get to perfection, and sometimes and some days, I do everything I have outlined. This is a long road to walk, and I don't see an end to it, but I am not looking for the end, but the journey.
I also have come to realize how hard it is to share with others my own 'failings'. In my deep heart I wanted to show everyone how great I am, how 'I am doing it'. This too has passed, and I realize that sharing 'the truth of what is' is a lot more fulfilling, though still sometimes difficult, than trying to 'spin' things so that I come off in a better light.
This is my journey. I know the truth.
May you find the truth of your journeys for yourselves, and keep moving forward!
~FraterHawk